The Boyfriend

I've just spent the last 24 hours with the boyfriend, and we had such an excellent time, the feelings of guilt came up again. The what am I doing thing??? Planning a threesome with a total stranger and a relative stranger that's supposed to happen next week. X would like it to happen this week, but it is not a good time of the month.

Meanwhile, X was emailing me wondering where I was and called me at the boyfriend's. I didn't hear my cellphone, though, so I didn't answer it.

Guilt or not, the idea still makes me hot, hot, hot...